Life Thoughts

So I've been asked alot lately about "what i wanna be when i grow up". And I've been thinking...What better to do than proclaim his name? I definetly want to go to college and do Biblical Studies. But, I've been thinking about what I want my actual "CAREER" to be. I've been thinking about what will make me happy... The thing that makes me most happy NOW is Christ. I think I want to go into ministry. Whatever I do, I'm gonna be sharing Him with people. The Great Commission is to make disciples of ALL nations, not just the one you're in. I've thought before about how dangerous it would be and how harsh conditions might be and la la la. But, so WHAT! If I go over to Africa or something as a missionary and get killed, then I'm gonna be with Jesus sooner than I thought. But, if I can manage to NOT die lol, maybe God can use me to lead someone to Christ over there.

And I was also kinda thinking about organizations that they have now for homeless people, like shelters and stuff. How many homeless people do you think know how to get the resources that are available to them? I don't know, I have just been thinking alot about homeless people and stuff. I think it'd be really cool to start some sort of organization, not like the ones there are nowadays, really. All these rich, famous people give bunches of money to charity and stuff, but what about those people on the STREET that are just trying to survive day by day. Do you think they know about where all these shelters or anything are? I don't know. It would be really to cool to just help people for a living. Some non-profit organization, maybe. With all of this stuff I'm thinking about, I might have to live in a box lol, but it'll be okay. God will be with me...Just thinking... :)

The LOWDOWN.

heyy.

first blog. woohoo. :)

not my first, technically. i have a myspace blog, but who reads those anyways.

but anywho.

I'm feeling pretty great about pretty much everything nowadays...which kinda scares me. when you're at the top, there's nowhere to go but downhill.

Me and God? We're closer than ever. I feel like He's just shining through me at this point. It feels GREAT! :) God is truly the greatest joy you can possibly have. You don't get into arguements with him. He might scream at you sometimes through your life so you'll realize what you're doing lol, but he's always right. So knowing that, it's no biggie. When I fight with the boyfriend, He's there. When I feel like my head is about to explode, He's there. When I get my phone taken away, He's there. He's the only one I can ALWAYS talk to no matter WHERE I am.

I'm feeling more and more confident about what I say about Him, too. I'm reading the bible more...not as much as I SHOULD, but I'm taking babysteps.

Well, that's the lowdown on me.

I'm just so thankful for everything that God is doing in my life. :)

:)

DUCES.